There's always many how, why, angry, hurt, sorry, hmmm, between us recently =)

I'm trying not to hiding anything from u actually~

But. Forgive me. I admitted sometimes in certain situation, i did break our promises.

I hope u could understand.

And,

I know 'her' is always the most important person for you,and I know it since many many months ago :)

and i'm always a faith listener for listening u and 'her' stories =)

So. Ya =)

Ya. We're selfish. And ya. We're greedy.

Somehow i myself also quite confused actually, I dunno what i want, and i dunno what's my exact feelings =)

You always worried, worried i might get hurt, worried i might keep all the unhappy things in my heart and don't wanna tell you.

But. I will tell you, really, if i get hurt, so don't need to worry me na =)

Sometimes, i keep telling and telling myself that she's the one u like, and i shouldn't too depends on you, cause there is always 1 day, to say good bye =)

and i know, you will feel more happy if you got the chance to stay close with her rather than me, in future.

She's able to affect your everything, your mood, your thinking? =)

I know, so that's why, i hope u guys can get in closer,

I dun mind to continue to become your faith listener ^^

But,

That's why, sometimes i tried to treat u cold.

That's why.Sometimes, i tried to push you to other people,or her.

That's why.

But still, i failed to do so.

Cause i dowan the feelings to get deeper, and when it's the time you have your other life, and you dun need me like now anymore. I scared i might cried.

Cause i always think that i need you, more than u need me?

I can't imagined that, if that happened?

I hope i'm not thinking too much =)

I just appreciate what i'm having now, i tried not to be greedy anymore.=)

Cause i know, what i have now from you, i should feel very grateful, i shouldn't request anything anymore ^^

Thanks for loving me~

=)

Halloween Halloween!!

Weeee~ ^^

我其实真的不奢望些什么，

但愿我能继续拥有这平凡的幸福~

因为有你，

谢谢 =）

這種友情，不叫曖昧，叫知己...

你們可能相愛過，你們也可能喜歡著彼此，但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。也許為了顧及家人的意見，你們沒有在一起。也許為了自己的前程，他沒有要你等他。

也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。

不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心

他有喜歡的人，你口頭上會幫他追，心裡卻不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。男女朋友吃醋了，你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友，但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定

每個人這輩子，心中都有過這么一個特別的朋友，很矛盾的行為。

一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。

你寧願這樣關心他，總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。

你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。

特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。

做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？

因為我知道如果我們成為男女朋友我們就不能像現在這樣無所顧忌的無話不談，我會更在乎他對自己的看法因為我知道如果我們成為男女朋友我們就會要求對方更多，想佔為己有，會吃醋，會吵架……到最後也許會分手…………所以這樣最好…………

很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了

常常覺得惋惜，可惜一些本來很好的友情

最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，如果你沒有反應，這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去，這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。

因為這就像是一場賭注，表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，要不就連朋友都當不成了。

有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，你們還可以是朋友，但卻已經不如從前的。 。 。 。 。 。

PS:這種友誼不低於愛情，而是超越愛情~~~~~~~不叫曖昧~~叫知己~~ 

=)

I'm wondering how wil i look like when i'm 80 years old???

xD

p/s: I do add maths correction do till i give up and throw it a side!! ^^


ADD MATHS!!! =(

wow~

add maths 没有我想象的差 =）

^^

When i'm form 5,

will i miss my form 4 life? =D

I seriously, miss my form 3 life now =(

Time passed so fast :(

2011 is coming soon~

Owhhhh >.<

=(

挣扎着，

该不该呢？

=）

I din go to school today!!! xD

How hardworking i am na ^^

=)

学会~

当人学会了伪装，

学会了虚伪，

学会了欺骗，

会不会还有人去学会，

相信？


=）