联络越来越少，


感情越来越淡，


我看到的是一片茫茫，


我不知道你在干什么，能忙到让你会也不回我的信息，


你也不说一声对不起，一声也没，


我不知道是不是因为我们之前太好，所以变成了这样。


我也会吃醋，但我真的不想告诉你，


我们为什么要在一起？


为什么我会使越来越不快乐。


我要走了，你也看似一点儿，一点也没有不舍，


你根本就没再珍惜我们现在所剩下的时光，


很好，我又在掉泪了。


我很好奇自己在你心里到底是怎样，得一个位置，


我只是个用具？

物品？


When i need you, where're you?

i wanted to share my things with you, but when i think that you'wont reply, my heart freezed.

you know, i really disappointed, getting disappointed, very very disappointed.

早就应该知道，


我们，


哈哈。

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会发疯似地找我？然后因为找不到我而难过？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会无数次的点击我的FB，看看我留下的痕迹？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会认真地用心地看我FB里的每一篇日志？

然后理解我当初多么地珍惜你？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会在半夜突然醒来，想我想到泣不成声？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会每天开着MSN等我？当你看到好友上线时心中一阵紧张，以为是我？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会看那无聊的喜剧流泪？然后狠狠地想我？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会在街上走的时候想到我？想到蹲在地上痛哭？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会在最快乐的时候想到我？想让我和你一起分享你的快乐？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会觉得你是想我的，其实你很在乎我？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，我一定不会回头…而你要忘了我，继续幸福地过你的生活！

是不是我真的消失了，你才会发觉身边有个我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才会想起来珍惜我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才知道怎样来珍惜我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才会感觉到当初我是多么得珍惜你？

是不是我真的消失了，你才舍得给我一丝可怜？你才会明白你真的失去了我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才懂得什么是真正的爱……

我们，不应该在一起，


当你的关心越来越少，信息越来越少，


我早就应明了

我实际上，对我们的感情很迷茫，


我们，是否选错了？

我希望我不会太想你，



也能尽早，把你忘了。



=）

Almost ended :)

I din reach my target,



again :)

I din reach my target,



again :)

everyone say, is easy...easy ya easy,



easy things also i can wrong =)


easy things also i don't know,


easy things


easy things





i'm really down =)

我还是占据不了什么位置。



真的。

When I'll find comfort God knows,







Cause you left me just when I needed you most.

i did my best ad=)


although i din do well. And the first paper affected my next two paper's performance ,


but i shall think more positive and more positive =)


but. Is ok ba chan huayyee=) u very good ad :)


I love you huayyee =)

能与你相识，相知，再到现在的相悉。


我无不感恩。


认同你所说的。


人生，就是不停的战斗。


从不言停。


再累，再难，再痛苦。


我们的一生，只有区区的几个十年？


得轰轰烈烈，


得带着不后悔的心，走完我们的路。


想像着成为医生，不停实习，日夜颠倒的生活。


我们会是最棒的医生。=)


还是，


感恩，让我认识了你。



送上最后一句，



戏如人生，但人生如梦。


祝福你。

绝笔。

那些年。



当我听了这首歌，


看到你tag我的时候。


我知道，我们都有这种感觉是吧？


我们在错的时间，遇上错的人。



我会想起我们一起在班上的时光，


快乐的。


我想，当我老发斑斑，想回我十七岁那年，我中学的时光，


我会微笑，因我人生里有过那么美好的一段时光。

感恩。

我没资格，


因我太差，



也因我不配。




我变得越来越自卑。


我什么都不是。



我根本就不敢再奢望当我需要你时，你就在我身旁。



我们都会长大。


=)

我是我，她是她。



别混淆了。

Network of mesh ?

=)

nervous-ing ing ing >.<

Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And auld lang syne!

For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne.
We'll take a cup o' kindness yet,
For auld lang syne.  

I'm not afraid of you. I'm only afraid of losing you.




我不是害怕你。我只是害怕失去你

她始终还是比我重要，你眼里只有她，心里只有她，


我怎么了？


我想，我真的很自卑。


啊！SPM加油吧=)

又回到最初的起點
記憶中妳青澀的臉
我們終於來到了這一天
桌墊下的老照片
無數回憶連結
今天男孩要赴女孩最後的約


又回到最初的起點
呆呆地站在鏡子前
笨拙繫上紅色領帶的結
將頭髮梳成大人模樣
穿上一身帥氣西裝
等會兒見妳一定比想像美


好想再回到那些年的時光
回到教室座位前後　故意討妳溫柔的罵
黑板上排列組合　妳捨得解開嗎
誰與誰坐他又愛著她




那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想擁抱妳　擁抱錯過的勇氣
曾經想征服全世界
到最後回首才發現
這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳


那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想告訴妳　告訴妳我沒有忘記
那天晚上滿天星星
平行時空下的約定
再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳
緊緊抱著妳

we need to accept the fact that no matter how,when the time comes, there's still good bye isn't? =)

the girl was seriously hurt =)


heart-pain? :)

if there's a chance, can you hold my hand tightly? =)

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
...4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥!

Like if Like it ♥!

;)

我其实曾奢望与你共同走完人生的路，



可是，你的态度，让我觉得我们根本是遥远的梦，



执子之手，与子偕老。



可能吗？

Look alike kinda xD

 

   

I never angry you na =)

i will never know..how much i hurt you too :)


You wouldn't know, because i will never tell =)


You should know my character, i'm not the type that will want to open mouth share my problems cause i don't want ppl to worry isn't? is not i dun wanna tell...but i hope to make ppl smile instead of making them to worry me, especially you :)


I wouldn't know, because you will never tell =)

should it be like, we will never know...how much we hurt each other? :)

It's actually ok for me :)

A strong person is not the one who doesn't cry. A strong person is one who is quiet and sheds tears for a moment, and then picks up her sword and fights again..

did i really make u that hurt?


i wonder lol :)

today,when you asked me that question,

i was shocked.

i shouldn't mention that crazy idea infront of you.


cause now, its not only our 2 ppl stuff.  you know? if that only we 2, i can straight away without hesitate and say ya =)


i'm sorry for having that crazy idea.


and is seriously crazy.

i shall learn from you,


smile no matter how ;)

wink my eyes ;)

girls bring the boys out! ;)

snsd daebak!

在你不再需要我时，


我会自动消失。

wo zhen shen dou teng ,



xin zui sou shang.




wo xu yao shi jian chen dian,



ye li qing wo he ni zhi jian de wen ti.



bu guo wo xiang xing, yao hui qu cong qian, kong pa hen nan.



ya, wo xin li zhi sheng kong ke, xin dou bei xie lin lin di ba zou le, is very fun.


tong de wo hen fun. =)

都已瓦解了，不是吗？

我已无话可说。

我什么都不说，


不代表我默认一切。

夜朦胧。


我无法控制自己的嫉妒。



我嫉妒她，你知道吗？



你不会知道。






或许你不会知道，我心有多酸。


对你而言，我什么都不是，勉强而言我们是兄弟。


我自作多情我一厢情愿。




当我渐渐地意识到她慢慢地以取代我，


=）




你不会知道，那种滋味。


因为你从来不会站在我这边。


她永远都比我重要，不是吗？




我伤害你，远不及她所伤害你来得大。



我记得你所说的话，永远都记得那一句。





我根本比不上她。



那些回忆，根本不足以你去珍惜。


我。 just a nothing.


i'm just a nothing for you =)



you ask me why,


but can you know why i do so?


ya is fun, 当心被刀划了几十刀，千疮百孔，心已剩空壳，ya is very fun.


痛得很fun.


我真该谢谢你那么相信我。



相信我的傻。

Graduate soon! ;)

我们以后会变得怎样？



=）

i'm sorry that i couldn't hear you,

really =(





must study hard ya =) and why still you dun wanna call my name? =(

annyeong :)

i'm not the one who suit you,


you deserve for a better one :)


We met each other at the wrong time,


=)


so if you can find a better one, forget me and go :)


sometimes i felt sad when looking at you,


why must you like me?




why must you hug me from behind?

something is just wrong with me.

nugget is nice ;)

exactly 1 month now to spm =(

is like easier for me to 'stay connect' with you through blog =)

This question :


Assuming we become couple..
After some time maybe months or years this puppy change..
Would you still want this puppy?


People always change isn't?
But assuming if we're couple,


if our bond is strong enough,
then we can overcome everything? sure, so of course i will always be with you =)
just like how much i need you :)




assuming if we're couple,
if there's anything happened,
remember, don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened :）
is all decided by fate isn't? all those nice precious memories, even time changed, but when we rewind back those memories in our mind, we will still remember each other until the time ends.=)
even we can't hold each other hands until the end of our life, but please still be happy ;) Because we have such a lot of nice memories before =)




Love is very patient and kind, never jealous or envious, never boastful or proud, never haughty or selfish or rude. Love does not demand its own way. It is not irritable or touchy. It does not hold grudges and will hardly even notice when others do it wrong. It is never glad about injustice, but rejoices whenever truth wins out. If you love someone, you will be loyal to him no matter what the cost. You will always believe in him, always expect the best of him, and always stand your ground in defending him. All the special gifts and powers from God will someday come to an end, but love goes on forever.




that's why tolerance is important isn't in a relationship?  =)

is 12 now :)

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

imagine if i give you back all your things suddenly :)
without saying anything,



what will u feel? =)



but i think too much ad gua :)



thanks still..the puppy got ur smell, when i hug it is like i'm hugging oppa.=)



Thanks =)

I hope you will know,



i'm still sorry for losing control just now.


=)

Why are u trying to tell the whole world that perhaps he likes me?



So? if he really likes me then how? Why you like wanna keep force him to admit?




You wanna force him to confess to me, and push me away? or what?



Why're you like really hoping that he likes me?



or maybe you will feel happy cause ur guess is correct, and ya he likes me?



then what's ur aim? what's ur variable? CONCLUSION?



HE likes me?







I just hope to remain friend with him. nothing much.

just because i care you,



u know?



我以为我被抛下了。





我想你。




所以请你不要把我推开，



真的。

她对你而言实在太重要，

我无法忽视你们嬉笑的场面，

虽然她伤的你很深，

但你依然，如此。

I lost my direction...


:)




what should i do?

cause i love you :)

Why call me but don't wanna say anything? =)

Chan huay yee/miao/elephant/baby/bii/by/asymtot elephant/elly/ele-chan/baby elephant


i din know i got so many name ^^


Lol =)

I love add maths more than sejarah...SERIOUSLY =((




Khalifah abu bakar allah apa apa >.<


Do re mi fa so la ti do...

sejarah history 历史...

why la so many story one =(


i'm so sleepy =((

我无法再像之前一样，


对你说，


我真得很想你.







泪流了好几遍，


心就像被刀插了几十回，



我心真的碎了。


我觉得自己快死了。


你眼里也不再有我。




看见你俩嬉笑，


我心真得很酸。


但我什么也没说。


因我没资格。


也因，我在你心中的分量远远地少于她。


他能令你牵肠挂肚。



而我却什么都不是。




我心真得很酸，



但我必须相信，



没有我，你依然过得很好。



有她的陪伴，你一定不再孤寂。




我自私，


因我希望你眼里只有我。





可笑吧？




泪流。




流泪。

你会恨我吗？

没有我，你依然过得很好。

=)

die ma die ;)


kill me only what =)

就让时间缓缓地冲淡一切。





那美好的回忆，





永远都在我心里。

lol what useless :) ppl big company eh =)

try to think ba :)

谢谢你如此的疼我。


比任何一个人都还要疼我，






但，我知道，


世上没有任何一件东西是没有 expiry date =）




我虽然知道，


但我真的很舍不得。


舍不得你的怀抱，你的吻，你的拥抱，你的体温，


舍不得那美好的点点滴滴。


舍不得与你共度的时光。

我舍不得你。

我知道，自己在你心里是什么位置，

你，会遇到更好的人，

我，只是你人生中的的过客。

看见你和她的故事，

我想，

我永远都比不上她 

=)

我不介意，

但我心很酸。

thank you

=)

if you're sleepy, please go sleep.


is ok if you don't wait for me...just go sleep =)






seriously. don't wait for me.

my blanket is again crying


=)

even time also forever can't heal the wounds.
=)

you will know why i do so in future =)

i'm sorry.

Hurt?

=)

If you dun understand how i try my best to sms u everyday cause i miss u..

i'm kinda sad =)

Cute na you~ =)

I like ur merajuk face ;)

ya very cute :)

can i have chocolate from you again?


and a hug :)

I miss you ;)

背影，


他，


你的眼神，我都瞧见。


若我能更早遇见你，




若我能更早遇见你。




若。

那寂寞，

一点一点地，侵蚀我的心。

我渴望如那夜里的星星，

在你心里，永远闪着。

i will work harder and harder,

like what you said to me =)

Can you dun like me?

=)

i don't hope you're another john cheok again =)

You say i'm lonely,


i'm alright with lonely =)


I just can't mix with other people sometimes, although i had try my best =)




I've gone through some hard time this week,


and 1 things i realize is,


is better i keep quiet =)

I won't mind if you dislike or hate me :)

That's ur right, i won't stop you from hating me =)

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened :)


:)

1) I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

我爱你，不是因为你是一个怎样的人，而是因为我喜欢与你在一起时的感觉。 

2) No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won‘t make you cry.

没有人值得你流泪，值得让你这么做的人不会让你哭泣。

3) The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can‘t have them.

失去某人，最糟糕的莫过于，他近在身旁，却犹如远在天边。

4) Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

纵然伤心，也不要愁眉不展，因为你不知是谁会爱上你的笑容。

5) To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

对于世界而言，你是一个人；但是对于某个人，你是他的整个世界。

6) Don‘t waste your time on a man/woman, who isn‘t willing to waste their time on you.

不要为那些不愿在你身上花费时间的人而浪费你的时间。

7) Just because someone doesn‘t love you the way you want them to, doesn‘t mean they don‘t love you with all they have.

爱你的人如果没有按你所希望的方式来爱你，那并不代表他们没有全心全意地爱你。

8) Don‘t try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

不要着急，最好的总会在最不经意的时候出现。

9) Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

在遇到梦中人之前，上天也许会安排我们先遇到别的人；在我们终于遇见心仪的人时，便应当心存感激。

10) Don‘t cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

不要因为结束而哭泣，微笑吧，为你的曾经拥有。

Work hard for spm =]

Work hard work hard work hard =)

52 days more to spm :)


ahhh! Fighting! =)

so pro ppl playing bowling na :)

shud hug you from behind one ^^

although is abit late....

but still.....

happy anniversary =)

Too many things i wanna tell you...


But when i face you, i couldn't tell =(


is not i dun wanna tell....but i dunno how to tell...




But i'm glad that you're always by my side, supporting me =)

one day. we shall see stars together =)

=)

Smile and tears is some extra toppings for the wonderful life :)




Appreciating every moment =)







Is better to do something that you regretted for after doing it instead of regretted for never doing it :)

i remembered,





but i wonder whether u still remembered :)





















You never trust me =)

想要跟你一起走到最後
但我遺失了地圖
誰給誰束縛 誰比誰辛苦
愛到深處才會領悟

If one day you dun need me anymore,


just tell me,












and i will forever walk away from your life ;)










Sorry for wasting your time =)








and sorry for always disturbing =)




always =)










Tmr is a memorable day =)










Do you remember? 






Tine will always heal the wound :)








I still need to wake up from my dream =)

i was so hurt by you =)

对不起，


我让你失望了。




你比我想象中的还要疼我。

I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face tellin'
me I'm pretty

=)

I seriously very love elephant xD

But this is pig or elephant? =_=

=)

Exam fighting fighting!!


=)

can i don't exam?

=(

Exam ah exam =(



Please...Questions...Don't you know me but i don't know you ah!!!


=((

有个女人爱着你
那个女人努力爱着你
每日像影子般追随着你


那个女人笑着哭泣
多久要多久  这样独自注视着你
继续这风一样 乞丐一样的爱情
要持续多久你才能爱上我
只要走近一点  一点点
只要走近你一步  你就会后退两步
这样爱你的我
现在就在你身边
那个女人在哭泣


那个女人非常的小心
所以学习着微笑的方法
对好朋友也有很多话不能倾诉
那个女人的内心满是泪水
所以那个女人
她爱上了你  因为相似


因为同样是傻瓜一样的傻瓜
所以可以拥抱我一回吗
我也想要被爱
每日只在心中  只在内心深处呼喊你


那个女人今天依然在你身边
那个女人就是我  你知道吗
你不会明知道却依然如此
你不会知道  因为你是个傻瓜
多久要多久  这样独自注视着你
继续这傻瓜一样  乞丐一样的爱情
要持续多久你才能爱上我
只要走近一点  一点点
只要走近你一步  你就会后退两步
这样爱你的我
现在依然在你身边


那个女人在哭泣

it all depends on how you view a people isn't?

Sorry to disturb =)

Sorry to disturb =)

Sorry to disturb =)

This phrase.. 

Sorry to disturb =)

Hmmmm...




I like it ;)

i'm just too easy to cry :)




shouldn't be =)






and cannot be :)

Good bye baby good bye ~


;)

I'm worry...



you especially =(

I had try my best to repair our friendship,

but it seems you dun really care about me :)









Never mind...



at least i try my best ad...

Trial trial trial exam >.<
















I seriously afraid =(







Oh no! exam is seriously coming !

Congratz for updating your blog! xD





=)

I wish to throw all those homework away =(















I know you love me dad,






but can you just give me some space? =)

=)