A thousand years



Heartbeats fast 　　　　
Colors and promises 　　 　　
How to be brave 　　 　　
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall 　　 　　
Watching you stand alone 　　 　　
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow 　　
One step closer 　　 　　
I have died everyday waiting for you 　　 　　
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you 　　 　　
For A Thousand Years 　　 　　
I'll love you for A Thousand more 　　 　　
Time stands still 　　 　　
Beauty in all she is 　　 　　
I will be brave 　　 　　
I will not let anything take away 　　 　　
What's standing in front of me 　　 　　
Every breath 　　 　　
Every hour has come to this 　　 　　
One step closer 　　 　　
I have died everyday waiting for you 　　 　　
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you 　　 　　
For A Thousand Years 　　 　　
I'll love you for A Thousand more 　　 　　
And all along I believed I would find you 　　
Time has brought heart to me 　　 　　
I have loved you for A Thousand Years 　　 　　
I'll love you for A Thousand more 　　 　　
One step closer 　　
One step closer 　　
I have died everyday waiting for you 　　 　　
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you 　　 　　
For A Thousand Years 　　 　　
I love you for A Thousand more 　　 　　
all along I believed I would find you 　　 　　
Time has brought heart to me 　　 　　
I have loved you for A Thousand Years 　　 　
I love you for A Thousand more 　　

i thought i will be strong enough, and i really thought my family relationship will be getting better when i come back.

but it seems not,

my mum is scolding me again because i'm not qualified to go for medicine course maybe, the sentence, 我不看好你 makes me hurt the most, i couldn't believe because of money, and yet money problem again =) she treats money more important than me i think, ya =)


and yet she said because of my brother, until now only she didin't leave us.

I don't really care actually, its ur choice. I will just wish u and pray that you got a better life.


although i love you, but sometimes, i really cant stand you.

finally i'm back =)

back from forest, back from NS, and back to home =)

life still goes on, ya =)

i feel ashamed for myself cause i never got an A+ for maths ='(