U never even stand infront of me and explaining the reasons? ;)

i thought we can remain back same as last time,

but now,

it seems impossible ad? :)

i dunno.

and. i think we shall seriously differentiate duty and personal problems?

U're showing it so obvious until other ppl realize? :)

Its. not a gud thg :)

因你，我已把我的心，给关上。

你，曾是我最信任的人，

却在我需要你时，一脚把我给踢开。:)

把我踢去了痛苦的深渊。

让我独自一个人去承受，你，做得好。

没关系，

我会熬过来，

我会去学习，如何熬过来。

不过。

当有一天，你后悔了，要回头找我，求我原谅时，

我即使已宽恕了你，却，永远都不会原谅你。

别让我心软，我只会更狠 :)

你，

以彻底把我对你的信任给摧毁，

你，真得很自私。

我想哭，却哭不出来，

我现在，已慢慢熬了过来。

而你，离我远点。

我或许，还会和你说话，

不过，那只是我的面具，在和你说话 :)

因为，我会好好的保护我自己，不再轻易的相信别人。

尤其是你，

我曾经最信任的人。

我。和你。中间永远会隔着一条线。

:)

I thk, we're not friend anymore right?

Sorry to said that, i think u really hate me.


no..is not i think. Ya i remember when i asked u, and u said ya, i hate u :)

I know the reason why're u so bad to me, u're just treating me like nothing even if u see me...


I'm like transparent even if i was standing infront of u? :)


hmmm....


U nvr think about my feelings or never even care? :)


U're selfish :)


However.


I hope u can forget the feelings toward me..and all those unhappy things...i wish we're still best friend like last time :)


Although is kinda impossible, but i will pray for it :)


You're always my best friend. Although now i'm not for you :)


HuayYee.

Holiday end ad =(

so sad >.<

owhhh=( gonna busy for studies!!!



*chicken! i update my blog ad na ^^

即使不开心也好，

也会笑着，

因为，

笑是最好的解药。

=）

Hmmm..=)

How to say nerr? I dunno what to update...coz my dear chicken and doggy oppa keep want me to update and update?? ^^

then write from prefects stuff first ba :)

I'm waiting for retired actually...recently also kinda lazy...will start passing duty to next batch? Cause they're taking over? :)

About studies?

I'm stil very lazy...this few days dunno why i'm so so so tired until i take nap for 3 till 4 hours? Maybe seriously exhausted after the exam finished?
Hmmm...just let myself relax for this week? Next week must hardworking ad =(

About ambition?

If u know me u wil always know my ambition becoming a doctor..since i was small??=) Ya...

But guessed what? I changed my mind...I'm taking law after spm? =)

Wonder why i had make a big change? Actually i've been really struggled when deciding and reconfirm what i want ?

But after this, it make me more firm that perhaps i should take law instead of medic... Ya:)

Myself? :)

Really lazy ba me...really really lazy...i'm getting like a pig now now now! xD
But i'm cute elephant na xP what to do hor?? Dun jealous me ba =P
Gonna study hard!! Can't lazy anymore ad..
Really looking forward for the life becoming normal student again..3 more months!!! ^^

Specially for you ^^

Ur mind thinking really complicated...and yet sumtimes i still dunno what're u thinking actually =)

But i know no matter how we will still be honest to each other?

And I love all our nice and lovely memory... ^^ Really there're many memorable experience together with you..:)

Thanks for having u in my life=)

I'm surely lonely if without you xD

All the promises, are always in my heart...^^

Thanks again <3